Picture of an Angel

I LOVE JENNIES... she made such an impact on my life. I never felt this way about any girl before. Me and her were very different. I was very stubborn and she was very naive. Despite that, we made such a good couple and we were sooo happy for the time that we were together 11-05-98 >>> 2-09-01. I wish that sometimes I didn't get so lazy and I regret the fact that I had to do school work when I could have been laying next to her side. She always liked it when I layed my head on her chest. I loved it too... I loved the way she always made me feel like I was beautiful and important. It was too good to be true. I , however, was too jealous and in some ways insecure. Why was I insecure you ask?? It was because i thought that i would loose her to someone else. I LOVE HER. I loved her smile, her body, the smooth skin, her touch, those unexpected visits to my house, her little rabbit nose, her beautifully unique eyes and personality, her outgoingness, her soft hair, her cute little mouth, her sensativity, her caring for me when I was sad, her understanding whenever I made a mistake, her appreciation for every little thing that i did for her, her ability to keep a secret ( my secrets ), her persistence, her calls to my house, the way she always initiated hanging out, and most of all ... I loved the way she came into my life and the way we share a UNIQUE love for each other. A love that grew in both of us, but was suppressed by myself. My justification for this suppression is because of fear. Maybe fear of commitment or fear of falling in love. I knew I could fall in love with her, it was only a matter of time... Now that we are not together anymore I see her everywhere. I think about her all the time. I dream about her every night. I talk about her everyday. I still love her.
I still love her even though we were not meant to be.
I still love her because she was the only one for me .
I still love her even though we had differences.
I still love her because she makes me happy.
I still love her because she has a big piece of me and my heart.
I still love her... ... ... ... ...
These roses are for you JENNIES !!! I still love you My Angel ......